Kuch Khayaal kabhi Yuhin......

Kuch Khayaal kabhi yuhin aajate hain
Badal ki terah dilo-dimaag par cha jaatain h
Kasmokash ka daur shooru hota h
sawalon ki bochar hoti h....
jawabo ki talash hoti h
dil ko mannane ki laachar si koshish hoti h
Phir baarish hoti h aur aankhein nam hoti h
Aur raashte ka paani aapne saath bha le jata h
Poorane zakhmo ke nishaan
lekin in sab ke baad aisa khayal hota h.....
jaise dil ko phir se naye zakhmo ki talash h....
Kuch Khayal kabhi yuhin......

us jawab ki talash main...

us jawab ki talash me
jis ki manjil ek sawal h
us rashte ki talash me
jiske har kadam par
ek nai manzil h
main nikal para hoon
khud se bahar
khud ki talash main
tujhe dhoodne ki khwaish h
par jab jab aisa laga
ki tu nazdik h mere
maine paaya ki aur koi nahi
main khud hi khud ko dekh raha hoon
us aayne me jiske upar waqt ki dhool jam jaati h
baar baar saafai karni padti h mujhe
kuch kar aisa ki aayna mera paak rahe
tere didaar karne ke liye
mujhe rashton aur manzilo ki talash na rahe....

Where are You

Love...is something..where you donot have any expectations..still it gives you immense pleasure..logically you think and you will bang your head, but you will not able to find out the the source of this pleasure. This is the same as we know that the acceleration, which a body falling towards the earth feels is due to gravity, but you donot know what is this gravity due to?.....is there really something we call God exist outside us ..which control all these things..generating gravity...created something as beautiful but at the same time so confusing (only if you think logically), as love....what is it? where is the source?...can we find the reason of all these things..or we ultimately accept the school of thought that there is this supernatural man/woman, who is controlling every thing in the whole universe...now whenever the word universe comes in any discussion, my eyes glitters...so my question is God exist in the Universe or outside of it, so if he exist outside..what is this outside known as...where r you..where r you..where r you...tell me..i can percept your existence almighty, you have created so many things, so complex but at the same time so simple..so vulnerable but at the same time you given him/her the power to overcome this vulnerablity (this is human ofcouse)...tell na where are you....it would be so lovely to see such a great creator through this physical eyes...i waan see you..i wanna see you

My Grand MAAs

I have loved and enjoyed the company of so many people during this 28 years and then something or other happens and we get sperated and separted in such a manner that, it would be very difficult and in some cases not possible to meet again. Dont know why in the list of these persons, i want to put my both Grand ma(maternal and paternal), first. Both these old ladies love me so much, though there were other kidzz around but i enjoyed their love more than others, i don't know the reason, one of them may be my nani was more affectionate toward maa, and dadi towards papa. I used to visit them till i am 14 in my summer holidays(but not all summer holidays). While nani pampered me with Lichi, dadi make sure that i have always get roti and dahi or chirwa and dahi(since i hated vegitables with a passion at that time). When i returned to city i always thought about them and it gave me immnese pleasure, just to think about their selfless love and so much caring. It has been almost a decade, since both of them left me forever, i did not attain the funeral of neither of them.
Still sometime it feels that they are around with their hand full of delicious eateries. And i want to leave everything and just go and sleep in their lap and eat the Lichis and Mangoes.

Miss you.....